For reasons best kept private the engagement was broken off just about 1 1/2 months before the wedding (right after the invitations were sent), it was the worst, most unwanted, insecure, scary, lonely and most heartbreaking, life changing experience that I have ever been through. I did not eat or sleep for 3 days and was too weak to lift my head from the pillow, my family nursed me back to health and just when I thought I was getting a hang of my life again I find out that a young friend of mine has all but lost his sanity due to a diagnoses of bipolar and that another friend who is only 30 has only a few weeks to live because she was JUST diagnosed with cancer.
I *thought* I was handling it all just fine, I was sleeping at night, eating, etc. When all of the sudden I had the worst panick attack of my life, I ended up hospitalized and now I am medicated and about to begin therapy.
I can't drink tea anymore because of the caffeine... so yeah... it's been a bad month.
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on Sep 9th, '10, 15:03, edited 1 time in total.